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October 25 Almost 23Almost 23
Almost half of my life
Almost losing myself
I just want to stay simple....not innocent, I can't be innocent for 23 years...because innocent is too hard to maintain
I just want to stay simple.....but the world is bringing forward to a world full of complicated staff
Greed, Jealous, Ego......are bring to a lower self which make myself look down on myself
The world is getting dirty, confusing, ....
May I maintain my very self in this world?
Will I able to lead myself to a world I forward to?
Should I adjus myslef?
For 23 years, if I think about my life...I didn't do anything that make myself remember for the whole life
there are no crazy things, no special events, ........ha ha...the only thing is let myself fall in love when I seem to be not ready
For 23 years, I was living in my own world, the boundary is so strong........there are too many restrictions.......no much freedom......too many responsibilities
Who can I blame for this?
I am the one force myself to have this kind of life...
I think I am simple,
I think I want to have a simple life,
but I myself is the one make the simple staff..complicated and difficult to solve
I am the one who bring more problem to my world to make myself busy and crazy
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